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Greetings Sweethearts,
So, I Haven't updated in awhile my poor journal. As of today I have eight days until my twentieth birthday, so go me. Today hasn't been the best day, let me put it this way the Entry name has a reason and thats try, I am a complete fake, but someone I talk to is utterly unreal, and I do believe they know who they are. I would illustrate but I really dont want to these things will stay in my head along with what I'd truly love to say.
The love shack is a little old place where we can get together, Love shack baby!
Duel Masters yesterday further pushed my hatred for Benny-Ha-Ha and Jimera, that Kokujo impersonating mother fucker, believing Hakuoh would do that shit I dont even LIKE Hakuoh and that pissed me off KICK HIS ASS SHOBU! Mother fuckers, and Hakuoh's dead mother looks like Hevn from GetBackers and the dub is actually irrtaing at times ~_~ but I adore it no less.
How ever far away, I will always love you, however long I stay I will love you, whatever words i say I will always love, I will always love you
June 18th I will be going on a two month Semi-Hiatus as I will be returning to Kentucky for two months with my mother and father, Dad misses me so I'm going for his behalf not cause Mom wants to be a bitch and tell me I gotta work the whole time I'm at home so I wont even be able to really see anyone anyway so whats the point besides seeing my father? I'm going to be stuck shearing a room with the brat, my baby brother an hear his woman angst. and among other shit i really dont wanna deal with. first off Im going to have to go see my Aunt Kim to see about getting a bank account at Citi Bank as theres one down here too and I will be able to keep my month away from my mother that way. She will damn me forever for not "helping her out" aka paying her bills but i got shit down here that needs done too so she can deal. phones been off two years now shes been "losing the house" for as long as i can remember so I think she can handle it.
My Sad sorry selfish cry out to the cutter, Im cutting trying to picture your black broken heart loves not like anything esapially a fucking knife.
How I'm A Fake
I act like such a nice person, most of you reading this likely think Im really sweet. But I'm a bitch I emo worse then the average hottopic addicted princess but cover it with smiles and laugher. Im breaking apart inside but I lie and say I'm just peachy. I hate a few of you who will never know it because when you ask I'll lie to you. The one who is officially on my hatred list is forever ruined in my eyes like a dime store doll left in a sewer, I could care less what happens to her. soil my doll, be ruined broken and battered you deserve every ounce of pain when your a bigger fake then me. after all I except I must suffer my suffering is the payment for the happiness I had as a child and Ill wear my pain with the smile of a child. And let me state here no Im not speaking about you Hika, or Rachel I <3 you both.
Im melting, In your eyes I lost my place, could stay awhile and Im melting in your eyes like my first time that I caught fire, Just stay with lay with me now.
I've Lost DMC3 I've gotta find it soon cause I'm not liking the ideal of it not being on the shelf with DMC1 and 2. last time I had it I was playing it and now its gone, I think Cammy got hold of it which isn't a good thing. Along with this I've grown and unhealthy possessions with that game while Duel Masters was off the air in March lately Ive been reading slash stories of DMC Twincest with Vergil Dominate. or Dante x Enzo or Tony Redgrave...the fact i know who theses men are is sad on its own.
This Lust in my brain almost feels like a gun
BERT MCCRACKEN IS A LYRICAL GOD. AND GERARD WAY IS THE GOD OF SHOULD OF BEEN A ANIME!
seriously who wouldnt watch Three Cheers for Sweets Revenge Anime? >.> serious people.
Nobodies Real but there willing to let you know, no bodies real but you'll feel it....
anyone guess the names most of these lyrics came from?
-Kate
Avenge Thy Love, for Eternal Rest
PS. I got excepted into AI as Dante Sparda. go me.
So, I Haven't updated in awhile my poor journal. As of today I have eight days until my twentieth birthday, so go me. Today hasn't been the best day, let me put it this way the Entry name has a reason and thats try, I am a complete fake, but someone I talk to is utterly unreal, and I do believe they know who they are. I would illustrate but I really dont want to these things will stay in my head along with what I'd truly love to say.
The love shack is a little old place where we can get together, Love shack baby!
Duel Masters yesterday further pushed my hatred for Benny-Ha-Ha and Jimera, that Kokujo impersonating mother fucker, believing Hakuoh would do that shit I dont even LIKE Hakuoh and that pissed me off KICK HIS ASS SHOBU! Mother fuckers, and Hakuoh's dead mother looks like Hevn from GetBackers and the dub is actually irrtaing at times ~_~ but I adore it no less.
How ever far away, I will always love you, however long I stay I will love you, whatever words i say I will always love, I will always love you
June 18th I will be going on a two month Semi-Hiatus as I will be returning to Kentucky for two months with my mother and father, Dad misses me so I'm going for his behalf not cause Mom wants to be a bitch and tell me I gotta work the whole time I'm at home so I wont even be able to really see anyone anyway so whats the point besides seeing my father? I'm going to be stuck shearing a room with the brat, my baby brother an hear his woman angst. and among other shit i really dont wanna deal with. first off Im going to have to go see my Aunt Kim to see about getting a bank account at Citi Bank as theres one down here too and I will be able to keep my month away from my mother that way. She will damn me forever for not "helping her out" aka paying her bills but i got shit down here that needs done too so she can deal. phones been off two years now shes been "losing the house" for as long as i can remember so I think she can handle it.
My Sad sorry selfish cry out to the cutter, Im cutting trying to picture your black broken heart loves not like anything esapially a fucking knife.
How I'm A Fake
I act like such a nice person, most of you reading this likely think Im really sweet. But I'm a bitch I emo worse then the average hottopic addicted princess but cover it with smiles and laugher. Im breaking apart inside but I lie and say I'm just peachy. I hate a few of you who will never know it because when you ask I'll lie to you. The one who is officially on my hatred list is forever ruined in my eyes like a dime store doll left in a sewer, I could care less what happens to her. soil my doll, be ruined broken and battered you deserve every ounce of pain when your a bigger fake then me. after all I except I must suffer my suffering is the payment for the happiness I had as a child and Ill wear my pain with the smile of a child. And let me state here no Im not speaking about you Hika, or Rachel I <3 you both.
Im melting, In your eyes I lost my place, could stay awhile and Im melting in your eyes like my first time that I caught fire, Just stay with lay with me now.
I've Lost DMC3 I've gotta find it soon cause I'm not liking the ideal of it not being on the shelf with DMC1 and 2. last time I had it I was playing it and now its gone, I think Cammy got hold of it which isn't a good thing. Along with this I've grown and unhealthy possessions with that game while Duel Masters was off the air in March lately Ive been reading slash stories of DMC Twincest with Vergil Dominate. or Dante x Enzo or Tony Redgrave...the fact i know who theses men are is sad on its own.
This Lust in my brain almost feels like a gun
BERT MCCRACKEN IS A LYRICAL GOD. AND GERARD WAY IS THE GOD OF SHOULD OF BEEN A ANIME!
seriously who wouldnt watch Three Cheers for Sweets Revenge Anime? >.> serious people.
Nobodies Real but there willing to let you know, no bodies real but you'll feel it....
anyone guess the names most of these lyrics came from?
-Kate
Avenge Thy Love, for Eternal Rest
PS. I got excepted into AI as Dante Sparda. go me.
