All mixed up you don't know what to do

I know I was just starting with Cosplay and I didn't expect Momocon to be a huge thing, but to be contacted cause someone had pictures of my Spanner it made my day.  Until I noticed how strung out I looked. I only wore the make up to cover the fact my face had broke out the day before the con... I might need to look into learning real make up tactics...FUCK.

Why can't I be a normal girl and know how to do make up and all that shit?  I refuse to do that again, I won't fail the same thing twice, after how horrible I felt when I was Dino and the Reborn was confused by it. I swore I wouldn't be that fucked up every again. It was my fault that happened and so is this. Ryohei turned out fanfucking tastic and I felt like a god. I liked that.

So, I'll keep making myself feel like that until this low self esttem is fucking NO MORE!  Just a matter of weeks until AFO I need the suit jacket and the wig to come in then I got TYL done! AWA is in September and I haven't even touched Squalo yet and I promised I'd do it Ri's gonna be an awesome Xanxus so I have to do it.  I gotta get my shit together and get to work~!

<big>I HAVE NO MORE TIME TO BE EMOING AROUND ABOUT MY LIFE! I HAVE COSPLAY AND SHIT TO DO!</BIG>

Oh Ryohei you're so awesome being awake again. Wry did they cut out the table throwing? Wry? That would have been epic!

Shiny Jen and I went out yesterday and got stuff for her Mukuro cosplay and her Hetalia, Shes doing Southern Italy I think? I don't know anything about Hetalia, I also keep trying to typee 'Hentailia' WTF self? Eitherway  After watching Transformers AGAIN I realize that I really REALLY do want a Camero as much as I joke about I honestly would sell everything I owned for one.

Also creepy stalker gave me an MSI CD teh other day, its edited but hey. it was free and MSI. How he knew I like them I don't know but whatever!

Now off to the store for a Moutain Dew and back into the Daily Life! I'm rereading this shit to make sure I keep myself IC! So no one can bitch at me!

ALSO HAVE ANOTHER STOLEN MEME!

• The problem with LJ: we all think we are so close, but really, we know nothing about each other.
  

So I want you to ask me something you think you should know about me. Something that should be obvious, but you have no idea about.
 

Al as you said you never heard their music heres some of the STone Temple Pilots music from Koko's collection of the Thank You Album. Its all of Koko's favorites.

Thank you Katekyo Hitman Reborn! for showing me another tease of Dino being alive in the ten year later...SHOW ME THE SEXY MIDDLE AGED MAN GODDAMNIT! You showed me Squalo now give me a horse!