All mixed up you don't know what to do

Well today was made of fail and awesome, I got to chill with Indi and her friend for a few hours. they are so addorible by the way btu the fail was on communication, me and Luss ended up at differnt malls and I got followed by mall security for an hour like I was a criminal until I finally gave up on waiting and left.

I wish I ahd got the cellphone BEFORE I let the house but oh well, and yes I has a cellphone now cheap plan just something to get started I cna upgrade the plan at anytime but I don't see a point, I don't much care for phones but I figured I needed a bill in my name to build credit and people bitch at me for not having a phone. Two birds/ Even if Shiny's mom and sister say I shouldn't have done it I feel I did the right thing, its still cheaper then Metro and I can leave the city with it and it still work.

I still gotta find out if Shiny wants one it would do wonders for Cons and I was approved for two lines.

God I saw a huge poster for the Boondock Saints I totally almost bought that shit too. I decided not too cause Shiny might not like that, something else Shiny wont like the blue marker all over the wall on her side cause her youngest sister was in here with her baby while I was gone and ignored him drawing on the wall AND my monitor.

Today was so full of win. But hey, I aint broke yet.

Also their is NO copy of Gungrave Overdose in the Atlanta Area at all, I was told my best bet is to order it online.

List of things to do before AWA is mostly complete now that lundry is knocked out of the way sometime tomorrow May is bringing me and Shinys suitcase so I cna start gathering things for the con, I need to iron everything still and clean up the Air Force Ones so they look badass with the cosplay.

Still need to get new wraps but I may have found a way to get them cheaper I was paying like 2:50 a box at Kroger and now i found out they sell them at Family Doller so about 10 dollers may drop to closer to 5, then all I need is sports tape and I will be set. Since Char got my hoodie for the cosplay White shall never be warn outside of cosplay for me. EVER.

next check will be real nice maybe I can just pay off the laptop and then use the rest on whatever since I may not be going home now, sorry. I just don't think it's happening as much as it saddens me. But I gotta get that vacation week in sometime in the next few months or i lose it for the year. Sucks massively.

Plans~Plans~ and more plans.

For 2010 I plan to have a laptop of my own, a set of computer desks with chairs, a sewing machine table and a stearo system something like a 5 disk cd changer. Hells yeah something like that baby. I also want to start taking some kind of classes next year to to get into a better job maybe A+ Certifacation, I heard Shiny's mom talk about that before. Again I still kinda really wanna be a mechanic but I know I would never be taken seriously. Nor would I have the drive to really go through THAT much Tech School. Cars and medicine things that are always needed. Things that dance in the back of my head.

Then I remember what I told my mom: "I know people gotta do the bitch work, I'm okay with spending my life a deadbeat." Thats what i said when she signed me out of high school. Guess its only right that so far I'm right. At least she was wrong about me never ammounting to more then a street walker. I can be so thnkful I have enough self esteem to be disgusted by that idea in a whole.

I wanna get my life together. I wanna make a good life for me and those I care about. I want to be rolling in cash.