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Happiness Meme day 6
Merry Christmas! Yes its a merry one I'm not so cranky today because I got to speak to my WHOLE family inculding bitch-face who in fact did bitch again at me for 'not calling' I dont like your ass thats why I dont call. Eitherway I have no choice now I have to call her shes getting married soon...fucking great.
My cousin no longer seems to think hes black, he answered to "Hey Cuz" like he used to insted of "S'up bitch" that made me smile, hes so chilled now that hes getting married, uncle rob talked my ear off which is good we used to be so rocky after he found out I lied to him. He's racist and was angry when he found out I was living with a black family. I'm happy that after 3 years hes finally said he loves me again. I feel more like part of the family.
I talked to Grandma shes going to be sending TQ sewing books that she likes to help her and some things on knitting. she must think I'm going to follow suit. Fuck that I wouldn't do it as a kid I ain't gonna do it now. But Great grandma, that was the best thing she sounds so well she told me everything she ate and then talked to me about the family that was a good half-hour all of its own I love her more then any of the others. I was very sad when she said "If i live this year" I HATE when she talks that way. She was talking about my Aunt Kate, I was named after this woman and she died on TQ's birthday. She was my uncle who was recently killed's mother, but she has been suffering as long as I can remember so as heartless as it sounds I am happy shes dead. shes not suffering anymore so I feel at peace with it. Seriously she was so far gone she didnt know who any of us are anymore, I honestly dont think she really ever knew who I was outside of the few times she would grab my hair when Iw as smaller and say "It's Red's(or Robert's) girl" I am identfied by my Grandfathers Red was my great grandma's husband he died when I was 10 I got my hair color from him clearly. and Robert was my grandma's husband and the man who raised me.
Okay enough bableing.
Another happy moment, I got a cheeseburger on christmas. I was so happy.
Merry Christmas! Yes its a merry one I'm not so cranky today because I got to speak to my WHOLE family inculding bitch-face who in fact did bitch again at me for 'not calling' I dont like your ass thats why I dont call. Eitherway I have no choice now I have to call her shes getting married soon...fucking great.
My cousin no longer seems to think hes black, he answered to "Hey Cuz" like he used to insted of "S'up bitch" that made me smile, hes so chilled now that hes getting married, uncle rob talked my ear off which is good we used to be so rocky after he found out I lied to him. He's racist and was angry when he found out I was living with a black family. I'm happy that after 3 years hes finally said he loves me again. I feel more like part of the family.
I talked to Grandma shes going to be sending TQ sewing books that she likes to help her and some things on knitting. she must think I'm going to follow suit. Fuck that I wouldn't do it as a kid I ain't gonna do it now. But Great grandma, that was the best thing she sounds so well she told me everything she ate and then talked to me about the family that was a good half-hour all of its own I love her more then any of the others. I was very sad when she said "If i live this year" I HATE when she talks that way. She was talking about my Aunt Kate, I was named after this woman and she died on TQ's birthday. She was my uncle who was recently killed's mother, but she has been suffering as long as I can remember so as heartless as it sounds I am happy shes dead. shes not suffering anymore so I feel at peace with it. Seriously she was so far gone she didnt know who any of us are anymore, I honestly dont think she really ever knew who I was outside of the few times she would grab my hair when Iw as smaller and say "It's Red's(or Robert's) girl" I am identfied by my Grandfathers Red was my great grandma's husband he died when I was 10 I got my hair color from him clearly. and Robert was my grandma's husband and the man who raised me.
Okay enough bableing.
Another happy moment, I got a cheeseburger on christmas. I was so happy.
