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How strange of you to feel that way.
Jun. 15th, 2008 06:36 pmI feel like I can understand Faust the VIIIth, though I did have friends as a child and I had no pressures like studying to be a doctor but I did live on a farm with just my family until I turned 13 years old. the isolation from society gives me a strange in sight I think most people don't look at when they think "Faust is crazy." you must look at the things he said in his back story, Eliza was his only friend and he was basically forced into being a doctor just to save her.
That mindset in place I try and think about the fact of he got his wish, he saved her and lived a short lived fairytale, married to the woman he loved opening a clinic to help people. And then his hopes and dreams shattered when someone shot Eliza. 20 years battling an illness to to save her and then such a simple thing as a bullet stole her away from him. I'd flip my lid too.
Having no social skills Faust would have had no way to push on, to make new friends and he turned to drugs instead to deal with it. giving up sleep and eating right to walk from the path of humanity. All for love, a true love that none of us could understand. Well maybe some can but his love was almost unrealistic.
This added to the 8 years of self induced isolation to research a way to revive Eliza giving part of himself up to do so walking the dark path.
I doubt anyone is really reading this so I'm not going any deeper in, anyway if you wanna know what I think. on the man just IM me or leave a comment. All this spawns form the fact that one comment being told to me makes me question my ability to play Faust, I don't think hes crazy. I think most people quit reading or caring about Faust Past Natural Bone Killers...and that makes me sad...fuck it. Thats all.
Should I even fix the grammer?
That mindset in place I try and think about the fact of he got his wish, he saved her and lived a short lived fairytale, married to the woman he loved opening a clinic to help people. And then his hopes and dreams shattered when someone shot Eliza. 20 years battling an illness to to save her and then such a simple thing as a bullet stole her away from him. I'd flip my lid too.
Having no social skills Faust would have had no way to push on, to make new friends and he turned to drugs instead to deal with it. giving up sleep and eating right to walk from the path of humanity. All for love, a true love that none of us could understand. Well maybe some can but his love was almost unrealistic.
This added to the 8 years of self induced isolation to research a way to revive Eliza giving part of himself up to do so walking the dark path.
I doubt anyone is really reading this so I'm not going any deeper in, anyway if you wanna know what I think. on the man just IM me or leave a comment. All this spawns form the fact that one comment being told to me makes me question my ability to play Faust, I don't think hes crazy. I think most people quit reading or caring about Faust Past Natural Bone Killers...and that makes me sad...fuck it. Thats all.
Should I even fix the grammer?
