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Today started out very good, really it was a great day. till about three hours ago, my little brother robbie threw one of his world famous bitch fits and got my mother to scream at me for being a screw up cause his tea i was forced to make him wasnt sweet enough, mom dumped it on me just to prove a point, what that was I dont know.
so Robbie rode off on his bike with his friends laughing I changed let the tea dry in my hair and sat back at teh table with mom and her friends beside my step dad talking to him until Robbie returned adn jumped on the chair i was in snapping the straps so i feel back through it bashing my head on metal of teh chair after he was done laughing he demanded I make him kool-aid cause he was thristy again and I told him I didnt feel like it.
that was my mistake, he started throwing things at me and snapped the second disk of Final Fanasty 7 Advent Childern was distroyed in the process and eh came after me with a knife and i was tired of screaming at him so I justs tood theer and told him to stab me if he would feel better, I was seriously ready to face my death if it would get people to stop yelling at me, Im tired of being treated like a servant or some peice of shit. All I wanted was a nice quiet night, and no he wanted to be a bitch.
Rob put the knife down and went inside throwing tools that i had to pick up and kicking everying thing he could until mom demanded I make him kool-aid or else Im 20 years old and Im still her bitch... Robbie walked up behind me and wrapped his hands around my neck and started to try and strangle me telling em I need to know my place so I just let myself fall like i had fainted and scared the shit out of him and everyone, he needed to be scared adn now everyones mad at me and moms let a huge red mark across my back from hitting me with her tennis shoe, shes not laid a hand on me since the nut house, and somehow I know this is all my fault its time i leave and cut all ties, I cant ever come back
...I have no home anymore, no one wants me. Im just trash.
-Kate
Idly wandering if death would save my soul
Today started out very good, really it was a great day. till about three hours ago, my little brother robbie threw one of his world famous bitch fits and got my mother to scream at me for being a screw up cause his tea i was forced to make him wasnt sweet enough, mom dumped it on me just to prove a point, what that was I dont know.
so Robbie rode off on his bike with his friends laughing I changed let the tea dry in my hair and sat back at teh table with mom and her friends beside my step dad talking to him until Robbie returned adn jumped on the chair i was in snapping the straps so i feel back through it bashing my head on metal of teh chair after he was done laughing he demanded I make him kool-aid cause he was thristy again and I told him I didnt feel like it.
that was my mistake, he started throwing things at me and snapped the second disk of Final Fanasty 7 Advent Childern was distroyed in the process and eh came after me with a knife and i was tired of screaming at him so I justs tood theer and told him to stab me if he would feel better, I was seriously ready to face my death if it would get people to stop yelling at me, Im tired of being treated like a servant or some peice of shit. All I wanted was a nice quiet night, and no he wanted to be a bitch.
Rob put the knife down and went inside throwing tools that i had to pick up and kicking everying thing he could until mom demanded I make him kool-aid or else Im 20 years old and Im still her bitch... Robbie walked up behind me and wrapped his hands around my neck and started to try and strangle me telling em I need to know my place so I just let myself fall like i had fainted and scared the shit out of him and everyone, he needed to be scared adn now everyones mad at me and moms let a huge red mark across my back from hitting me with her tennis shoe, shes not laid a hand on me since the nut house, and somehow I know this is all my fault its time i leave and cut all ties, I cant ever come back
...I have no home anymore, no one wants me. Im just trash.
-Kate
Idly wandering if death would save my soul
