update of fun and pain.

I miss the days of old when my bleeding never bothered me. I didnt cramp or get moody. Now in recent months I become a fucking emotional train wreak start thinking no one gives a shit about me get pains everywhere immginable and everything hurts. Even sores that shouldn't like I can totally feel where Cammy kicked me in the Shin a few times on monday, shit ddin't hurt yesterday now it sure as fuck does.

and WHY did this have to hit hard core two days after I get well? I was so fucking excited and happy today watcing cosplayers walk through work. I forgot Dragoncon was this weekend and so close i had to explain Steampunk and give names to people who were dressed up like my boss really understood what Hellsing is but she still seemed excited. It was a fun day...but I knew this shit was coming.

In truth I'm glad to go through this hell now. Better now then in two weeks. I'd fucking hate to be bitchy/crampy and emotionally unstable cosplaying Ryohei Sasagawa. That would fucking fail.

I also say fuck a lot more when I'm moody.

Anywho. I got tags to do bitches. ANd plans to make I gotta find a way to Kentucky halloween week. I got fam to visit and shit to fo like GET MY SSI AND A REAL COPY OF MY BIRTH CERTIFACTE. I want my feeties back. XC I miss seeing my baby feet prints.

Best cosplay of the day,

Vincent Valentine driving a minivan full of Turks. fucking epic.

I also feel a big part of me is missing lately.