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I've said this time and time ago, Rp is my release. It helps me keep my sanity. I'm such a fake theses days I dont even know whose side I am on anymore. All of this is my fault you see becuase I am the middleman. The one everyone tells there problems to. I'm not a mod and now Shiny's not either (mind you unless somethings changed in the last 8 hours I was at work) and this is my fault for speaking. For passing messages; voicing opinions and expecting people to see problems and the world as I do. From an outsiders point of view.
Everyones in the wrong, it all got to far out of hand. Let me speak breifly. I have quiet enough shit going on in my life between my favorite manager at work being fucking transfered out because people bitched she was unfair which is far from true. bitchy at times yes but NEVER unfair and then finding out of of the people who raised me had a god damn crane dropped on him I've had a pretty shitty week. All I want is to relax pray for a good check and to keep working good hours like I have been so I can get presents for those who matter money is always tight. That never mattered to me as a kid you know. Being broke I was fine with it, Im kind of okay with it now as far as I go but fuck If I dont want to not hear every one of you motherfuckers bitch and whine more then I do!
And Im a drama queen.
Thats pretty fucking bad, coming from me anyway.
You know I'll regret writing this because everyone who reads it if anyone even fucking reads this shit anymore will think I'm talking about them. No I'm not talking about anyone. Im talking about many many people. Somedays....Somedays I wish I had it in me to tell some people to go die in a fire. But I wont.
Seriously though I want to be Cross's Consigliere
For now I am done. Bakc to your normal F-list.
Everyones in the wrong, it all got to far out of hand. Let me speak breifly. I have quiet enough shit going on in my life between my favorite manager at work being fucking transfered out because people bitched she was unfair which is far from true. bitchy at times yes but NEVER unfair and then finding out of of the people who raised me had a god damn crane dropped on him I've had a pretty shitty week. All I want is to relax pray for a good check and to keep working good hours like I have been so I can get presents for those who matter money is always tight. That never mattered to me as a kid you know. Being broke I was fine with it, Im kind of okay with it now as far as I go but fuck If I dont want to not hear every one of you motherfuckers bitch and whine more then I do!
And Im a drama queen.
Thats pretty fucking bad, coming from me anyway.
You know I'll regret writing this because everyone who reads it if anyone even fucking reads this shit anymore will think I'm talking about them. No I'm not talking about anyone. Im talking about many many people. Somedays....Somedays I wish I had it in me to tell some people to go die in a fire. But I wont.
Seriously though I want to be Cross's Consigliere
For now I am done. Bakc to your normal F-list.
