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Torn apart at the seams of my dreams.
Sep. 7th, 2007 04:29 pmIf you haven't notice Koko has not been around as much or when I am I bail out quiet early. The reasons for this start earlier this week when Missy informed me that the power was seriously going to be shut off and we didn't have the money to help this. Thus a bit of a worried depression struck me. Well me and Missy went hardcore job hunting with Casey aka Man-thing in tow which slowed us down a lot and we didn't get as much done. Filling out this week alone 9 Job applications both on and off line.
Well after being a little bit stressed filling this stuff out with my dyslexia acting up badly and a massive headache from the stress I felt massively over whelmed so I bailed out of RP early and just went to bed only to wake a few hours later to go return the apps. Mine you now the powers on and we are okay for at least two months hopefully but I want a job soon. The only interview we got was for dunkin doughnuts which we didn't even apply for we just looked that pathetic so to say.
Heres where things get interesting, Well we went to wal-mart for something or another and I talked Missy into letting me stroll around Electronics and see what I could find to one day fix Oni-comp, well her CD drive is broke so I went to pick one up and grabbed a sound card instead and tossed it back down saying "Oh we don't need this." and I was Looking at speakers and new computers. Well we get home and noticed one of the fans wasn't working so I cracked open Missy's computer and cleaned out ALLL of dust which took forever and we got the fan working so all seemed cool you know until we turned it back on and there was no sound.
I felt like shit. Missy's online job requires sound so I worked from the second I stopped RPing till I just gave up and went depressed to bed because I couldn't fix it and I knew Missy would have to quit her job. Well I get woke up by Shiny half dead and still depressed wondering why the fuck I was going to this interview anyway cause the last interview I had they wouldn't let me have the job because I don't have a social card. We go with Casey and Ali in the car with us which I was wondering why they came.
So the guy had us fill out apps and hand them to him then interviewed us, this is the only time I was actually ever truly asked if I had a dipolmia, I lied and said yes. I need a job whats the worst that will happen I get fired? I have to get my GED and soon. So anyway Casey took us all to a Chinese buffet for some reason or another it made me actually feel a lot better till I over ate and felt like shit. when we got home I went right back to bed because the stomach ache on top of the depression didn't really mix well. I'm asleep maybe two hours before Ali wakes me and I hear something muffled in the backround and she tells me to get up Missy comes in the room and shouts "THE SOUND WORKS!" I should feel better now.
So why don't I?
-Kate
PS. why when I am depressed do people bring up Trinity Blood? is it to get me talking?
Well after being a little bit stressed filling this stuff out with my dyslexia acting up badly and a massive headache from the stress I felt massively over whelmed so I bailed out of RP early and just went to bed only to wake a few hours later to go return the apps. Mine you now the powers on and we are okay for at least two months hopefully but I want a job soon. The only interview we got was for dunkin doughnuts which we didn't even apply for we just looked that pathetic so to say.
Heres where things get interesting, Well we went to wal-mart for something or another and I talked Missy into letting me stroll around Electronics and see what I could find to one day fix Oni-comp, well her CD drive is broke so I went to pick one up and grabbed a sound card instead and tossed it back down saying "Oh we don't need this." and I was Looking at speakers and new computers. Well we get home and noticed one of the fans wasn't working so I cracked open Missy's computer and cleaned out ALLL of dust which took forever and we got the fan working so all seemed cool you know until we turned it back on and there was no sound.
I felt like shit. Missy's online job requires sound so I worked from the second I stopped RPing till I just gave up and went depressed to bed because I couldn't fix it and I knew Missy would have to quit her job. Well I get woke up by Shiny half dead and still depressed wondering why the fuck I was going to this interview anyway cause the last interview I had they wouldn't let me have the job because I don't have a social card. We go with Casey and Ali in the car with us which I was wondering why they came.
So the guy had us fill out apps and hand them to him then interviewed us, this is the only time I was actually ever truly asked if I had a dipolmia, I lied and said yes. I need a job whats the worst that will happen I get fired? I have to get my GED and soon. So anyway Casey took us all to a Chinese buffet for some reason or another it made me actually feel a lot better till I over ate and felt like shit. when we got home I went right back to bed because the stomach ache on top of the depression didn't really mix well. I'm asleep maybe two hours before Ali wakes me and I hear something muffled in the backround and she tells me to get up Missy comes in the room and shouts "THE SOUND WORKS!" I should feel better now.
So why don't I?
-Kate
PS. why when I am depressed do people bring up Trinity Blood? is it to get me talking?
