...............why does misery love me?

I spent all morning talking to Harvey as he laid in bed staring at the ceiling, the voices I hear are very comforting, he was trying to "enlighten" me on why the pain I feel is necessary...I made Harvey, why does he make me see the world differently...

I think I may be getting crazier because I could swear I could hear the voice I picked for him speaking as well as I watched the ceiling, He explained that this misery I feel is enlightening, that I could be just like Tyler Durden or even Broody if i don't ignore it, If I don't fake it and show the world what I feel quite being this push over Ive let myself become and go back to the "The Black Lady in 42" oh the past was wonderful.

Why did I change? and why cant I go back...if the muse is right them maybe all I need to is quit wearing masks....and quit caring all together.

I cant wait to go to work tonight, I'm finally going to listen to those voices and become myself again.

I wont give up what I have, no way, not ever.

-Kate
I am Jack's Smirking Revenge