And the collision of your kiss that made it so hard

corvidqueen has given me great presents this year, I mean damn 28 cds 3 manga books pencils and now shes paid for my journal. shes a really good friend to those of you who haven't figured that out yet and know her. to others who dont just know shes sweet as can be.

I want to sleep through tomorrow but I know I wont, Ill wake up at 2:30 and likely stay up, I really dont care that its my birthday I mean its just another day I just dont have Robby here to eat my cake, but I actually miss his ass and knowing that JT's not gonna call to tell me "wow little sister you made it another year....didnt see it coming" just seems wrong he did this once every couple years when he would be around. Its setting in more now that hes really gone but I cant let myself get down as my family finally gets better. I stayed strong for them now I have to stay this way.

I really feel like Im changing into something else. I keep on laughing when its not what i want to do. tonight I tried to play Three Cheers for Sweet Revenge and I got a headache at To The End and had to shut it off....thats not like me I can listen to that CD no matter what...and now I just feel bleh and Want to sleep but Im not tired at all.

this Months layout will be My Chemical Romance in Honor of my journal Name....and Im working on a Gerard Way Moodtheme so yeah things to look forward too.

-Kate
Avenge Thy Love, for Eternal Rest