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Feh,
a week or two ago Ali bought me DMC3 i've become a little more then obsessed with the game and the characters, but still i couldn t do it myself, i had to get her to play it for me. but i am determined that i will beat it. Ill get normal mode beaten myself. if i cant then ill just broad and pout Im now working on DMC1 but i'm not as worried about it i've seen Katy Cj and David play it so i think i can do it, wont be that bad except i'm already aggravated with it. and I'm only on level one.
tonight i did a good deed. I tried my best to get my aunt a ride home though i dont know if it worked cause Dads phones off I miss Dad, if i make it home for Bethanys wedding ill stay at my parents house just so i can spend time with them till i get pissed off and go to Jens cause i cant stand being around Robbie for long periods of time, ill be bringing Ali to the wedding if i even get to go.I have to see Grandpas Grave, congratulated Uncle Roho and his girlfriend on there engagement, face down a sin that haunts me. smack the fuck out of my uncle and visit my precious cousins, I cant wait to see how big they've gotten! I <3 my baby cousins.
I worry to much about Kentucky and those whom are there im here with Ali and her family. this is my home now and theres nothing i cna do to alter the fact my family is falling apart. im to far away and if i was there id likely have already gone off the deep end and killed someone so this is the better thing in the end is that Im as far away from everyone as possible.
Kingdom Hearts II comes out soon, it will be great when Ali gets it i cant wait to watch her play it maybe ill even take a crack at KH1 once i get past DMC1 and that reminds me I gotta get DMC2 not many people seem to enjoy it so i wonder if its bad dont think i ever saw anyone play that one but i know the plot so thats okay ill play it anyway. PS3 should be out soon, meaning DMC4 will be out that Im lusting for. I seem like such a gamer nerd but im not. and God Mars didnt work, the DVDs are shit so ill never see that. I dont mind, its okay. I know that in the end does any of what i say really matter? how do i fit into the big picture? easy enough I dont. Im a wanderer Id say the best. I see myself being around Ali for a long time just not here maybe with Nica in Cali i dont know just not in georgia. who knows what the future may hold. as i keep saying i dont i know nothing.
Ive been making Icons again id say ive made over 500 at this point. i really should make a Graphics Journal and put them all up but i doubt anyone would want to see them. but i will anyway ill get all the credit information for the Image Packs i use and thats what ill do to ammuse myself tonight if i stay up long enough. who knows. maybe i should even join up the icon sites and put them up have people tell me how bad they are. i expect no possitive feed back. Im a novice after all.
The Point
I am not down on myself. I am not depressed, what i speak are the truths of my heart that which i know i see myself no better then anyone, because i know i am no better then anyone or anything. I am a low creature I have no soul. if i had one its vanished if i have a heart i dont deserve it but alas i know its there. because it aches a lot. if what i say makes you worry think im suicidal dont even start, Im perfectly fine I want no pity no sympathies I just wanted to express that i wonder if i'm human.
-Kate
Avenge Thy Love, for Eternal Rest
( ={ My List of Things to Do }= )
a week or two ago Ali bought me DMC3 i've become a little more then obsessed with the game and the characters, but still i couldn t do it myself, i had to get her to play it for me. but i am determined that i will beat it. Ill get normal mode beaten myself. if i cant then ill just broad and pout Im now working on DMC1 but i'm not as worried about it i've seen Katy Cj and David play it so i think i can do it, wont be that bad except i'm already aggravated with it. and I'm only on level one.
tonight i did a good deed. I tried my best to get my aunt a ride home though i dont know if it worked cause Dads phones off I miss Dad, if i make it home for Bethanys wedding ill stay at my parents house just so i can spend time with them till i get pissed off and go to Jens cause i cant stand being around Robbie for long periods of time, ill be bringing Ali to the wedding if i even get to go.I have to see Grandpas Grave, congratulated Uncle Roho and his girlfriend on there engagement, face down a sin that haunts me. smack the fuck out of my uncle and visit my precious cousins, I cant wait to see how big they've gotten! I <3 my baby cousins.
I worry to much about Kentucky and those whom are there im here with Ali and her family. this is my home now and theres nothing i cna do to alter the fact my family is falling apart. im to far away and if i was there id likely have already gone off the deep end and killed someone so this is the better thing in the end is that Im as far away from everyone as possible.
Kingdom Hearts II comes out soon, it will be great when Ali gets it i cant wait to watch her play it maybe ill even take a crack at KH1 once i get past DMC1 and that reminds me I gotta get DMC2 not many people seem to enjoy it so i wonder if its bad dont think i ever saw anyone play that one but i know the plot so thats okay ill play it anyway. PS3 should be out soon, meaning DMC4 will be out that Im lusting for. I seem like such a gamer nerd but im not. and God Mars didnt work, the DVDs are shit so ill never see that. I dont mind, its okay. I know that in the end does any of what i say really matter? how do i fit into the big picture? easy enough I dont. Im a wanderer Id say the best. I see myself being around Ali for a long time just not here maybe with Nica in Cali i dont know just not in georgia. who knows what the future may hold. as i keep saying i dont i know nothing.
Ive been making Icons again id say ive made over 500 at this point. i really should make a Graphics Journal and put them all up but i doubt anyone would want to see them. but i will anyway ill get all the credit information for the Image Packs i use and thats what ill do to ammuse myself tonight if i stay up long enough. who knows. maybe i should even join up the icon sites and put them up have people tell me how bad they are. i expect no possitive feed back. Im a novice after all.
The Point
I am not down on myself. I am not depressed, what i speak are the truths of my heart that which i know i see myself no better then anyone, because i know i am no better then anyone or anything. I am a low creature I have no soul. if i had one its vanished if i have a heart i dont deserve it but alas i know its there. because it aches a lot. if what i say makes you worry think im suicidal dont even start, Im perfectly fine I want no pity no sympathies I just wanted to express that i wonder if i'm human.
-Kate
Avenge Thy Love, for Eternal Rest
( ={ My List of Things to Do }= )
