Have I mentioned how much I FUCKING hate my job? Really let me bitch some more. SOO My job has one main boss for our little Mchell; Felica, nice woman. I like her dispite the fact most call her a bitch. you will NEVER hear me bitch about her. Then there is Andre, hes the old Overnight manager who used to keep asking me 'When we could talk BASTARD is married! mind you eh got amrried my 2ed month there! I KNOW HIS WIFE! yet he STILL asks to this day. Then theres Andrecus. He is younger then I am and has a twin sister Andrell. They are my friends I dont bicth as much about him, to amke it easy on myself I just call him Drecus. NEXT is Miss Lauren, SHe is really cool, She gives me hours when a certain woman cuts them drastically. She is just badass I love working with Miss Lauren.

FInally Shawnte, hell if thats even spelled right, her job is to make the scedual, now I have a love hate relationship with this woman shes just...iffy. likea time bomb if she comes in quiet MY ASS is going home before 9am. if shes smiling it may be a good day unless someone pisses her off. again days Im sent home early. Well YESTERDAY'S bullshit was caused by her. SHe makes the scedueal as said she didnt have it done when I left tuseday, it is suppose to be posted by tuseday MORNING. I left at 2 fucking PM! I am only meant to work from 5am to 1pm. If I am there to 11am I WILL BE THERE TILL 2 OR 3 PM. NEVER FUCKING FAILS. People wonder why I dispise the lunch rush.ANYWHO

So the night before last I went to bed giving up rp with jen_n_charlie that i wanted! So i could sleep for work. FUCK NO bicth didnt tell em When I fucking asked what my days off where and got no answer. SO I WALKED AT 5 FUCKING AM all the way there. JUST TO FIND OUT I WAS OFF YESTERDAY. then they tried to tell me "well you can stay and work. btu we have a lot coming intoday so you'll go home by 8am." my litteral words "FUCK A LOT OF THAT." and I apologized for curseing to Miss Lauren and bolted back into the night air, Nick and the guys telling me to wait till sun up, PLZ I walk to work why cant i walk back and be just fine!

Peaceful walk home by the way, I stopped by chik-fill-a cause well I have soem friends who work teher not really friends as much as people who I see daily who come through work who saw me adn waved for me to come in. got hugged by an old woman. Shes so damn nice. btu anyway! I got home and Xanny-Poo Kitty and Kaji made me feel better. Poor Char had a lot of shit on her plate.

SO anyway I got to work today and first thing I am told by Miss Lauren was "Shawnte called right after you walked out and told me to stop you cause we would need you." I just stared blankly and reminded her that I said they could call. She said she didnt give a damn either way. Shawnte ignored me all day by the way. she want gonna give me another day off just wanetd me to work 6 days. when they cut off ALL overtime.

Speaking of overtime I worked 10 straight hours today. I was giggly by the time I walked out of there my head pounding and everything was just fucking funny to me. even tripping when I walked out the door, I think I may have scared some coustomers cause I was laughing so hard when I feel and tried to get my glasses up.

So I got home felt a lot better after the radio soothed my soul. Music, it helps me. But just little things irk me. little stupid things like walking in and planning to take a nap. my irate mood returning the moment Shiny's dad decided to cloear his throat as I was stumbling for the door, I look over and he said "Not going to say hello?" with an attitude, I try very hard to keep everything I feel inside but for some reason that just irked me but I smiled and said hello, which simply got what looked like an eyeroll through my mask of curly hair. I know Im over reacting but god I wish I could jus kill something. Destory beauty just to bathe in the blood of perfection and bask in the glory of gore.

NOW lets all be productive members of society and and wonderfully sunshiny people. BECAUSE I fucking siad so.

- Koko